If you can see
In my eyes
The love I feel
For thou
Then you must see
The pain I feel
For not having you
In my arms

You are a far away dream
That I can’t seem to make come true

I remember
Every day
Our last kiss
But when I reach for you
You fall

If I could have
One wish right now
I would give you happiness
And peace

Or if you prefer an adventure
I could change my name
And we could move to Mars
And I would give you every day
All the shouting stars

So we could wish together
For it all to be right
And for nothing ever
To pull us apart

Ice Cream / Dear Diary

Today I died again… It was harder than I thought, but easier than the first time.
I was shaking for a few minutes and my heart refused to stop.
There was a gun; there were three men; a bullet and life I had not lived completely.

My friends hate when I say that I won’t have a long life. And all though I always felt that was the truth; every time I die I think “not now”, “it is not time yet”.

So I get this borrowed time. No questions asked, no forms to fill, no waiting lists. Just extra time.

First I didn’t understand why.
So I had a chance to save some one and I knew then that the time I borrowed wasn’t for me. As I know now, that this time, it isn’t also.

Today I thought I could change it all. I thought I could stop time and make everything finely right. It was all just a mountain, a river and a bus away…

But it was time that stopped for me.

And now I say:
"You like ice cream…
I guess I can try to be cold".